Wednesday, December 29, 2004

why...

"why does every girl yearns to have a relationship??" that was what xw asked me juz now when we were walking to the int from rebec's hse... among my girl friends, all... save one (but perhaps she's not being honest)... yearns to be in one since secondary sch days... some even in promary school... some got what they wanted, some got more than they want, while some have yet to have the taste of it...

why indeed, is that we hope to have a boyfriend?? i can't answer for the other girls... but for me, my ans to this question was, " wouldn't it be wonderful for someone to be there for you all the time?? to have someone to love you, to protect you, to cherish you...?? when you are in confusion, in fear, in darkness... there is someone to hold ur hand, someone you could lean on, depend on... when you have something to be happy abt, you have someone to share it with you... when you are sad and depressed, you have a shoulder to cry on..." i know i sound like some poetry from the chain mail...but you know it's true...

"couldn't a friend do that??" hmmm... xw raised a veri good point. but i guess it juz wouldn't be the same... i feel that there are some things you juz couldn't tell a friend... so maybe you can confide in him... ( not really sure abt this, 'cos i haven't got any experience to speak of...)
and of course... the physical part.. a friend can't possibly give you that, can she?? hehe... of coz i didn't say that out loud... xw might tink i'm a freak or something... hehe...

anyway... i'm still going to say the same old statement... let nature takes its course... the right guy will come by when time is right... lian qing de kai shi xu yao tian shi di li ren he... hehe... dun understand?? too bad... =p



SpilLeD by b|uE at 11:59:00 am