Sunday, February 11, 2007
vdae is coming... sad
wow... is it really that long?? aug 2006... hmm... seems to be a long time ever since mood strikes mi... well, juz a short one ba... uni life is hectic... sooo many things to do... not coping it well actually, but i'm enjoying it. hee... juz want to tell myself this: jiayou ba... as long as u plan ur time properly, and speed things up a little, i'm sure u can do it de~ 頑張って～
anw, my bf (is it my ex? i dun even noe) anw, he had gone taiwan for ns posting for 3 wks le... since 24th jan... hmm... silly mi hasnt been coping with my emotions very well... for the past few days, i've been getting jealous when i see couples arnd... maybe it's cos v dae is juz round the corner... which made me recall last vdae... 当时的我是一个幸福的女人~ arent they lucky to have their bf by their side to hold their hand?? haiz... i get into a foul mood after i see them.. 幸福正围绕着他们... soo lucky... dear junyi, i've been yearning for your hug... that day when i told u abt it, u msged me to say that u r juz by my side.. and ask mi to feel ur presence... so i close my eyes, breathe in deeply... n ur hug is juz there... ur strong arms protecting mi... i feel soo safe... i miss u darling... but i dun dare to tell u... i dun wanna tell u... cos i noe u wld say u miss mi as well... even though i'm quietly waiting for u, i dun wanna say it out... cos i scared the reverse will happen... n if it really happen, i dun 1 u to be too sad at all.. so i rather not be too involved in u... for now... hope u can understand...
foul mood... foul character... hey, my dear self, 今年は大変の一年ですね，頑張ってください～
SpilLeD by b|uE at 5:34:00 pm
