Sunday, May 07, 2006

abt myself...

after jc days, there are 2 things that revolves arnd my life... 1. bf... 2. work...
hope to include frens soon!!

updates recent happenings in my m`/ life... here it goes:

have been together with my bf for 10mths on 04/05/06... not long not short... things are getting more and more complicated and challenging ever since he got into ns on 09/03/06... can bearly see him... once a wk at most... sad not??? even though it is veri diff to endure, and i realli feel like giving up at times, but luckily, he persist and hold on to mi tightly... hehe... *sweet*
realli veri diff wor... esp when he is not there when i din get into ntu sci... the course that i realli 1.. not there when i kana scolded by cust, facing other probs at work... but well, i gotta learn to be independent rite?? cos i oso tink that i am starting to be veri dependent on him le... cos he is juz exactly wat i lack in personality u noe... being so realistic and analytical... and more!!
ai qing wan sui... though i dun tink that we will get married eventually, but i still hope that we can sustain for the longest time ever..

as for work.. hmm... tiring loh... can work ever be fun??? can.. if there are no self centred peeps arnd... if there are no peeps who backstabs and bully small fry like temp staffs... and if peeps can be less selfish and help one another out... if i can be on betta terms w my tl, who is the 1 whom i have to depend on, until i leave at least...
but not so bad lah.. previously, i was quite depressed that i din manage to go for trainingw peeps who got in w mi... and that those over there all got cliques le... diff to mingle in... but later, when i am put for training, i tink that missing the 1st 1 is a good thing... cos i get to meet a gr8 grp of guys who juz got ORD!! they are cool!let mi noe a lot abt ns... so that i can understand jy's life betta.. they crap alot oso loh... making my work life so so much more fun... haha... and of cos, not forgetting the gals too... adeline and xiaoyuen... hee... nice peeps oso... ade is full of morales... look so shu nu.. but she reads comic!!as for xiaoyuen, she is a quiet gal... but i tink she has incredible personality as well... juz haven noe her more... 00o... got myself a hotline name too!! amber... nice not?? hehe... but dun call mi that.. this is juz my identity at work... sth that i can throw aft leaving... hao wu qian gua...

oo... and btw, i have been admitted into nus fass le.. but it's not the 1 that i realli wanna go to... thinking for appealing into it... while i was surfing the net juz now, i saw this quote, which ji fa le wo de jue xin... i dun mind failing, but i hate to fail without trying... yes... tink i will appeal.... try loh...

and oso...upcoming, i'm gonna be performing for mj guitar nite w a small grp of peeps in the alumni... juz 7 of us... y?? cos all the guys in ns loh... those pros... they can't perform.. sad... but still, we oso have female pros... not mi... but cheryl and johanna... it's gonna be good!! it's on 26/05/06, 7.30... at mj lt4.. ... i noe.. not as appealing as vch... but join if u dun mind cos it's cheap... juz 4 bucks and you can enjoy life performance by gold guitar ensemble fr mj, conducted by branded guitar instructor...

SpilLeD by b|uE at 10:27:00 pm

my apologies

hihi everybody!!!!!

it's been a veri veri long time since i write in this le... sorry to disappoint those who often visit... hmm... i have created this for hope to get a private space to vent my anger... and disappointment and frustration... but now, i dun mind u all reading it le... cos u all are my frens wat... my apologies for not telling u all abt this... maybe i'm selfish...

anw, juz had a fight w my jc frens... not entirely my fault, but this fight made me realise sth... i've been neglecting my frens le...

sec sch frens: qlx... when is the last time we got together?? din even manage to attend the last gathering at hard rock... =( hmm.. sorry i did not update u all abt my life... my excuse is cos i feel that i have drifted too far fr u all already... making it veri diff to tell u all things... making it even more diff to know more abt u all oso... i hope to change that... can??? 50RRie~

to shiyun, we have been so close last time.. but ever since we got our results, we din tok anymore le... quite sad u noe.... i miss u~ how are u??? how's work?? how's choir?? how's life?? how's everything?? the info that i get from your blog is so abstract... but i noe that you are happy... aren't u??

to rebec and xw, we are good pals in jc... i have been veri dependent on u all during those two years... you all are my brain u noe... so pro in cla and your ethnics.. and command of lang... and eq and so on... even though both of u have so much in common, and i'm so jealous that you all have so much to say u noe?? now that things are this bad, i'll try to take more initiative ok?? to all my frens as well...

all in all, i do hope to keep in contact w all of u de...

cheers my frens~ may good life be ahead of all of us..

look forward to meeting u all someday!!!

SpilLeD by b|uE at 9:54:00 pm