Friday, July 01, 2005

finally...

well... u might wanna ask y is this post entitled finally... it's cos it wasnt veri smooth sailing... partly cos all the while i wasn't veri sure of my feelings... n most of the time... that i can't stand his male chauvinist behaviour... well... till now... i still think that things have gone so far so quickly... even i can't believe it... but might as well... it's easier for mi to update this onto the 0cean...

emm... the last post stopped at the 6th may... well... nth much happened ever since... we started studying together everyday after sch... n days went by happily...

there still wasnt much chemistry in me for him... until 1 mth later...

9th june 2005
when he did so many things to make my 18th bdae by far... the Best 1 that i've ever had... i had lots of first times on this day... dun tink too deep... it's not that... (those first times shall be added to the 0cean in another post...) i had such a wonderful time... was touched by his every move... especially the card that he gave mi at the end of the day... (on my bdae itself since it's after 12 already...) it was this card that made me realise that there is indeed some reaction going on within me... =)

10th june 2005
that's my bdae... started off veri nicely due to the magical time on the previous day... we din do much but juz went airport to study together b4 i leave for temesek poly to watch live mini concert of jj... the concert ended at around 8 n even though he din get to send mi home... (despite previous arrangement)... i appreciate his gesture of helping mi to find the m2m cd that i so veri much wanted... it's realli veri sweet of him...

11th june 2005
went to sentosa as an celebration of my bdae w my sec sch frens... had a wonderful time at sentosa... though i got sun burnt under the hot sun... he brought mi there n brought mi home... i'm still not used to this special feeling of having company in boring train rides... but i'm liking it... =)

18th june 2005
hehe... i have to say this... since it's going down by chronological order... hehe... got my veri first mp3 today... haha... finally... after going on without my discman for over 2 years... haha... cost mi exactly 273 bucks... it's a lot considering that i paid for it w my veri own savings... it's a black zen nano plus by creative... i noe... u're gonna say... y black?? so boring... hehe... that was my tot... wanted light blue... or maybe pink... but too bad that shop onli has black... white n orange... dislike orange... n white changes colour easily... so well... hehe... but who cares... black's cool too... hehe... later... i gave it a realli cute doggie cover for protection... hehe... realli like the cover... so cute!! love it so much... haha... oo... n he went to buy it w mi... gave mi some advice... thx...

18th june to 30th june 2005
we din do much but merelt went out to study together... at the airport... but i'm still happy to be studying w him... not oni he's a great help in chem... he's also great company as well... =)

1st july 2005
this is juz another normal day... but sth special happened... alright... maybe it's not so special cos in our hearts... both of us had already acknowledged it... unofficially... he asked mi to be his stead... says he'll ask mi agian another day... on an official date... dun ask mi y... it's one of his weird logic again... hehe...

SpilLeD by b|uE at 10:01:00 pm