Friday, April 01, 2005

encouragement...

hey... juz went thru a veri depressed period... all due to the education system of s'pore... aft going through this pipe system for 10 yrs... i tink i'm beggining to get the grasp of coping with the stress that it's causing me...

wat happened to me was terrible... used to tink that it's out of question... there is no way i can fail chi... no way at all... y?? juz becoz i'm obssess with it... i studied for it all the time... while others tinks that chi is a freaky lang... and will forgo it to study other more impt subj like chem n math... i had forgo those 2 n did chi... n what happened in the end?? i failed.

was really depressed n beaten then... i decided to go for a run... mind u... i hate running... but that day... i went for a long run to pasir ris park... it was tiring... my head hurts... my legs hurt... but i kept on running... running... i wasn't alone though... sy was with me... rather... her msges... really tank her for that... it was her msges... n the sea n trees that kept me company for 2hrs...

i complained to the wooshing sea... i told her all my inner tots... tots that have been hidden within me for sooo long... it was finally out... felt so good aftwards...

the run was really effective... clever of me to have tot of this way to let things out... hehe... could do that again some other time when all the darkness n pressure comes... helps me lose weight too...

n the sea... she is the best companion that i have... listening to her sing... watching the sun go down... all was so peaceful n relaxing... so nice n slow... how i wish all willl stay this way forever...

but good things always comes to an end... as the sun goes down n night falls... i return home... ready to face the challenges again tml... of cos... i've brought something with me... it's a value that sy told me... "it doesnt matter wat mistakes u make... all that matters is the root of it... wat we shld do when things go wrong is actually to face it n find a way to overcome it... "

SpilLeD by b|uE at 2:08:00 pm