Saturday, September 17, 2005
me...
xw once said... a year ago... that i romantic like mi cannot survive with an unromantic n practical n realistic bf... i'll be very likely to suffer... at that time... i agree only to some extent of it... on one hand... i noe that i require my bf to be extremely romantic... always having surprises for mi... doing things juz to make mi happy... but on the other hand... i tot... if i like him... i dun require him to do all those... merely being w him will make me happy...
but now... i realise how wrong i can be... like xw said... i'm being too romantic by tinking that i can be so easily contented... cos now... having an extremely practical... realistic... kinda money minded bf... i'm indeed suffering cos it seems to me that i'm not worthy of his attention... i keep having the feeling that i'm disturbing him... and that i'm not important to him... i could not pinpoint to specific examples... i can only say that in general... he places other things as his top priority... (himself... money... himself...) he always ask for my opinions of things... but in the end... everything goes his way...
partly because i noe that i'm more sui he and that many a times... he's unhappy with my choice... so well... juz qian jiu him... but after sometime... i'm starting to have bad feelings abt it...
from my memory... the only romantic thing that he did was giving me my bdae pressie at the hall of fullerton hotel( it's a very grand place...magnificent) and that he kneed down when he asked mi to be his gf... and... ...
that was all... m i requesting a lot by asking him to be more romantic or is he simply not romantic?? i've tolerated... n still tolerating... shld i tell him or shld i wait n c if i can get used to it??
SpilLeD by b|uE at 12:33:00 am
