Saturday, August 23, 2008
Subway
Almost two months into internship and i'm still wearing black and white. Bad news~ Means that i'm not comfortable with my environment enough for me to show true self. Or maybe i already had? with all my blurness and 'confusing a lot of people'.
hmm...
Told my beloved friends about it and got really good feedbacks.
'gotta manage your stress'
'people make mistakes, take it easy'
'be more more more careful next time'
'chill, it's only internship. don't take it too hard'
I understand where all of you are coming from, friends. I want to really put those words into action. I just felt like a bird without wings! The other day, I tried to be more outspoken in front of my supervisor, but I just got it ALL wrong. Please leave the embarrassing details out of this, but it was terrible. I just pretended that I don't know anyting. What else can I do right?
So now, whenever I am lonely. I will eat subway for lunch. Reminds me of Subway in school. Subway is my pillow in this tough learning journey.
I must learn. I must be better. At the end, no matter the outcome, I must be sharpen. I must be a creative, reliable, energetic, active, talkative, intelligent, visual, english person!
Jiayou!
SpilLeD by b|uE at 12:51:00 am
