Monday, October 06, 2008
Lost...
Initially, i wanted to write about my lost love... but after reading somebody's blog, i feel that there is more important things to look for. my lost self. something that i have always been looking, searching, finding...
for the past 3 years, i thought i have found it, in him... now, i am starting to see that it is a stupid thing to do. logically, of course, everyone will say 'how can you found yourself in another?' but seriously, if you put on your emo-cap. is it really not possible? i had that thought for 3 years.
however, that was the past 3 years. i have many more 3 years to go. in no hurry, i will find myself. not really a pro in treasure hunt. but this is not an excuse that i can give in finding myself.
the real question is how can i find myself? in spiritual growth? in confidence boost? in independent enhancement? all i need is a first step - creating a likable mask on my face...
みんなさま, あたしに"頑張って"と言いました！
SpilLeD by b|uE at 11:21:00 pm
