Sunday, November 15, 2009
Indifference
How should I be feeling when people are indifferent to my effort to make them feel at home, or my effort to make this work out?
Should I endure and think that they are just shy to express their views and gratitude?
Should I forget it since they might feel irritation instead of gratitude?
Should I also be indifferent and dismiss future attempts to put in effort to interact with them, since all they want might be just for me to leave them alone?
I have never been a good communicator, am never good at expressing myself, neither am I good at reading others. So much so that I always end up being oblivious to any 'sixth sense' of sort that would tell me how others feel about my intentions.
I wish I have telepathic ability that could help me decipher smiles, eye contact, body language, etc.
SpilLeD by b|uE at 11:36:00 pm
